My first blog post.

Ok, so in reality, this is like my 3rd or 4th blog post. I've started several blogs. Then deleted them.
See my theory is, start a blog, than commit to making your life something to blog about. You know? Pushing me out of my comfort zones, and making me do stuff that I would love to read about. It didn't work. But now, I feel like taking a different approach. Because, I kind of like myself. The person that I am right now.

I dropped out of highschool when I ran away from home at 15 with my then, 5 month old infant. I am now 21, that Infant is turning 6 years old in 2 months, and my second child just turned 1 (Yeah yeah yeah, highschool parent cliche blah blah blah, lets move on). I havent yet got my GED, but I've decided to go to law school. So with these big changes that I am soon to hurl myself into, Ive decided to try to document the person I am now. I mean, I'm sarcastic, pretty pessimistic  I have incredibly judgmental thoughts, but I can also be very reflective. I've come so far from the pessimist and judgmental asswhole that I was just a year ago. I look at people in different ways, I have a different appreciation for the Sun and Moon and Earth and stars and places and things. Im on a journey to reach practically unattainable goals, and lose 80 pounds. These are both things that can make you forget who you are, and what you believe in. And If ever I do, I want to be able to look back and find myself again.

I will try my very damnedest to be painfully candid, and to not be ashamed of things I wouldn't want to world to know about me. Because why the eff not?